In 1992 when I was 6 months old I suddenly stopped breathing Gasping for air begging for help I need seeking Mama took me to the Toronto hospital for a meeting To see if a doctor can help me, I was barely speaking He said that I had mild bronchitis from my chest up Told me it wasn't serious when he finished my check up I couldn't understand my mind wasn't fully developed Thankfully still alive, left the place and kept my head up Fast forward to 93, me and my mama Took a trip to NYC it was blessed I seen Best sight-sees was Times Square, looking up my eyes stare SOL, World Trade, traffic jams, right there Went to visit Uncle John's home in the Bronx We stayed for a week plus we roamed in the parks He had a big husky dog that I used to play with Plus a couple baby toys it was so amazing When I left the house, I suddenly stopping breathing Again gasping for air beg for help I need seeking Mama took me to the Bronx hospital for a meeting To see if a doctor can help me, I was barely speaking He said that I had mild bronchitis from my chest up But there was something else he found after my check up I couldn't understand my mind wasn't fully developed He told me I should stay, and I didn't keep my head up Stuck in a room watching tv on a Plasma The results came back that I have asthma Throughout my life I had this condition it's odd to me No wonder why the Canadian doctors didn't diagnose me properly My mama thought it was an allergic reaction From the uncle's dog but triggered it off and that's what happened I was suppose to leave that day but stayed for 3 weeks The doctor said I have to get better till I see peace Hooked on a Nebulizer, it was the best require To help my breathing and some days I was stressed and tired I was left here to suffer, plus was given a puffer But everyday was given breakfast lunch and even supper Uncle came to see me with presents and gifts My mama did the same thang with her friends and I wish That I can leave this place A.S.A.P. I just wanna live my life, yes indeed I was the special baby taken care of from Canada The nurses continually helped me increase my stamina When I was better they celebrated my recovery My room was filled with red and white flags, what a discovery I can't even lie this experience was crazy Who would of thought that I would stay here for a couple days G? I'm here for a purpose, shoutout to the nurses When I left they said, goodbye Canadian baby Canadian baby Canadian baby

I just call it how I see it I just call it how I see it I just call it how I see it I just call it how I see it Like I placed my face on a phoropter Reading the letters on the eye chart from top to bottom Making sure my vision proper One eye open I ain't talking Illuminati I can spot a fake implant on a girl's newer body See I shine like the stars that's in outer space Watching the sky transition from night to day Driving down on the freeway I could ride away So clear that I can see more than a mile away See I'm good with directions, show me the best way I don't need a map cause I'll remember it the next day Bus routes, street signs, lanes, roads, avenues In this nice city where I travel too From a boy to a man I'm viewing in the mirror Development of growth I'm bigger, skin so clearer Born sinner, from a failure to a winner I can see the resemblance of my brother and my sisters And my father and my mother, single, watching her suffer Ever since we we're younger, she been taking care of us Independently, just like me I just call it how I see it, best believe I just call it how I see it I just call it how I see it I just call it how I see it I just call it how I see it I seen dreams with no beginning Resurrected from a deadly sleeping, wish I could go back and revisit Put yourself in my Jordan's to see how I'm living I seen heaven and hell in both conditions Been bullied, beaten, bruised but bounced back better Struggle to survive, stacking scratches and shekels Seeing races in all colors shapes and sizes Angels with no wings, devils with no disguises Take in precaution, look both ways when I'm crossing Racist folks in office, using us for profits Seen this too often, rich take the poor and rob em Black bodies are falling, dead bodies in coffins Shots firing, sparks lighting, thunder striking Mothers crying, children dying, souls flying Politicians lying, race wars dividing Ain't no denying this world is full of surprises The beasts come out at night, as well as the freaks Roaming around the streets, dawg I'm telling you it's deep Money hungry preachers, falsely deceiving teachers Door greeters, religious leaders and non-believers Information on browsers like foods I devour It's so horrid, I think I need to make some new choices Going through changes like mental illness for real kid Eyes and mouths pop out when I tell folks that realness Emotional behaviors every since how I be at birth The one thing I can't see is how I'm a leave this earth Or what is God's imagine, what color was Jesus? Will I see a tomorrow, or will I be deceased bruh? I rap about what I see, hear and know Some of y'all rappers don't be spitting like this and it shows I seen the fire in my mouth, turned into smoke From the rhymes that I spoke, and that's all she wrote I just see things differently something you know? Maybe it's just me What about you? Yungstar Millz Buss Raw Skills

They call me Yungstar Millz A.K.A. Yung Master Millz Thats my new nickname And I still spit flames And you know I do my thang Yeah Feel it In my room eating late night snacks In the mood for some late night raps I write too on my grey iPad In the groove to create my tracks See I′m so great with this task And fasho and may I add That my thoughts keep me up with new ideas I make quite fast See everyday my task is to grow cash I make No time for daytime naps On the go like a fast highway Try'na be in first place not last Go hard and that′s my way Give people a chance to hear my voice can't let 'em pass my way Ain′t nobody tell me what I cannot do in my life Doing what I love was never in it for the limelight Can′t sit back and wait for success come when the times flies Did it on my own and plus I'm tryna get my mind right Ain′t nobody tell me what I cannot do in my life Doing what I love was never in it for the limelight Can't sit back and wait for success come when the times flies Did it on my own and plus I′m tryna get my mind right I was never in the street life Just to make it in these times I been doing me right On the mic I'm rude but I be nice Like my Zodiac I′m a Pisces Lotta fishes in the sea I might agree Some people don't like me cause like spandex I'm tight be Originality is a must Hear me out whenever I bust Non-explicit I ain′t gotta cuss All I gain is a lot of trust You the type to act out, like you was a fan sorry your time has ran out I gave myself handouts I′m outstanding so I stand out I'm outstanding so I stand out I′m outstanding so I stand out I'm outstanding so I stand out I′m outstanding so I stand out Listen up I do my thang As a cub I knew I sang It's a challenge show my talents With love I grew like flames On the map I view my place On the path I choose my way I can go away and do some other stuff then come back like a boomerang Dress up in suits I change Meant to say change my suit I′m in this coupe I race Crossover in lanes I move Roll out with crews I hang But we ain't gang like you Mans on the block with the tools like bang, we kings acclaimed quite true Ain't nobody tell me what I cannot do in my life Doing what I love was never in it for the limelight Can′t sit back and wait for success come when the times flies Did it on my own and plus I′m tryna get my mind right Ain't nobody tell me what I cannot do in my life Doing what I love was never in it for the limelight Can′t sit back and wait for success come when the times flies Did it on my own and plus I'm tryna get my mind right See the game is not the same Everybody sound so lame But I′m here to change it mane Please don't take me out the frame Picture this, just put yourself into my position kid Struggler hustler bubbler all my life and how I′m living it You ain't supporting you ain't important Never check on my performance You watching my moves and adding my views but don′t be sharing I notice Don′t turn me off just turn me on Keep listening till my bread is long You gonna love me right now but don't wait until I′m dead and gone But don't wait until I′m dead and gone But don't wait until I′m dead and gone But don't wait until I'm dead and gone But don′t wait until I′m dead and gone Ain't nobody tell me what I cannot do in my life Doing what I love was never in it for the limelight Can′t sit back and wait for success come when the times flies Did it on my own and plus I'm tryna get my mind right Ain′t nobody tell me what I cannot do in my life Doing what I love was never in it for the limelight Can't sit back and wait for success come when the times flies Did it on my own and plus I′m tryna get my mind right

I was once told that If you ain't got nothing nice to say then don't say it But I'm not a nice person so screw it, I'm a say it Let's face it, your rhymes are so basic, delay it It's trash, so wasted, it ain't nothing related  Boy you ain't got enough wordplays and metaphors  Your songs need a redo, your bars are so skeptical I'm a have to set the score (Fail) Unacceptable Between you and me we ain't nothing comparable Healthy like a vegetable, you so fruity no loops I came here to show prove that I rap better fasho dude When it comes to these verses, I ain't never nervous You're not just a clown homie you're the entire circus  I'm sick and tired of hearing your voice so be quiet I can't bring back what you just said that's deep, you're weak minded  Your fans are so brainwashed by anything you say while you performing  And this is not a diss it's a warning Y'all rappers got the game messed up You claiming that you're hot but you're lame that sucks You lack interest in skills so change that up Just drop the microphone down and hang that up You're words don't follow with actions you're a distraction  Do anything for clout while I do it with a passion  You don't follow rules You're plagiarizing every rapper that I know, same style, flow, and autotune  You're producer should be fired for mixing and master that trash The beat goes harder than your lyrics I'm just rapping the facts I'm jealous of you cause you got more buzz than me  How you wack but you're poppin, it's disgusting me I been shelved in the game, trapped up in the dust  Somebody pick me up so I can slap him in the guts  You play an outstanding role when you're acting tough  Bussing guns at the camera man I had enough You're the main spotlight and I could power you out  You're the fire I'm the rain and I will shower you down  Gather saliva from my mouth so I can spit you out  Cause I talk a lot when I'm rapping I give no doubts I give facts Y'all rappers got the game messed up You claiming that you're hot but you're lame that sucks You lack interest in skills so change that up Just drop the microphone down and hang that up I could care less about your wealth or your platinum plaques The day you fall off I'll celebrate, and after that  I'll takeover, the game needs a change over I'm the shhh you can tell by the strange odor You can never go against me you ain't my brother  Destroy you with one line making you choke and stutter I seen you in real life you a gangsta undercover You claim you from the streets, when you really from the suburbs How you came from nothing when your momma gave you something? A life, a house before you was out here stunting You're like the commercial, you're always interrupting me When I be watching my show, I'm plotting you homes See the lavish life you living won't even last long Because all of those things will disappear when you're gone  I'm a Canadian and I never say sorry Just drop the mic down man and pick another hobby Y'all rappers got the game messed up You claiming that you're hot but you're lame that sucks You lack interest in skills so change that up Just drop the microphone down and hang that up

It's like Mathematics Everyday a child is being added But because of our blackness The police want us subtracted But we don't die we multiply In the streets while they try to divide us But when it comes to black on black crime We stay silent huh? How many times do we have to go through this cycle? How many times do we have to go through this cycle? How many times do we have to go through this cycle? How many times do we have to go through this cycle? How many times do we have to go through this cycle Cops killing us over nothing that ain't right yo Because I know, they rather see us die slow Hate to see us succeed cause we be on the rise yo You scared of us cause we're filled up with anger All because you took away the life of a stranger Can't you see that our lives are in danger? At the end of the day you know we all blame ya You wanna kill us and make us feel lifeless When the proof is shown on every cellular devices Blast your gun and put our families in crisis Use a racist judge to set you free, no surprises The media always switches up the side of the story Label us thugs and criminals in our category It's so unlawful to kill us mandatory That our future kids won't even live up to even see forty You just gotta be more smarter Cause losing someone we love it gets harder You just gotta be more smarter Cause losing someone we love it gets harder Stop killing my own, and leave us alone Stop killing my own, and leave us alone Stop killing my own, and leave us alone Stop killing my own, and leave us alone Stop killing my own... people And leave us alone, my people Stop killing my own... people And leave us alone, my people How many times do we have to go through this cycle Blacks kill each other for nothing that ain't right yo Instead of talking, we rather use our rifles To start a rival, shoot each other till we demise yo Choosing to live this fake lifestyle In the streets to act wild that is so foul As I'm watching the news, can't even make a smile Cause you took away a life that was added by a child From her mother, and now she got a son to carry I can't even go to the clubs because I'm scared see I don't wanna be next, I just wanna be blessed And continue to make real music just to relieve stress Unlike these rappers in the game they ain't acting right It's deeper than the stuff they rap about it's sad and why? You sign a deal and then what, make the sacrifice To kill the people that you love to the afterlife We just gotta be more smarter Cause losing someone we love it gets harder We just gotta be more smarter Cause losing someone we love it gets harder Stop killing your own, and support your own Stop killing your own, and support your own Stop killing your own, and support your own Stop killing your own, and support your own Stop killing your own... people And support your own... people Stop killing your own... people And support your own... people How many times do we have to go through this cycle? How many times do we have to go through this cycle? How many times do we have to go through this cycle? How many times do we have to go through this cycle?

Naw I'm not doing that Look I didn't sign up for this And you want me to do what? Listen Y'all gone too far now Y'all shouldn't of let me out this cage You're gonna be sorry Uh uh! I just wanna hit the studio, release some stamina Watch me like a camera, repping Toronto, Canada Emcees I'mma damage ya, know I ain't a fan of ya Tell it like it is without taken thee advantage of People like you saying what I can't say on the record You treat me like I'm a sheep and you're the Shepard You oppressors be taking over my possessors putting pressure On me, like a professor, lemme give y'all a lecture Why would I make a song about attacking my own Packing a chrome, macking a bone, cook crack on the stove? I rather perform in masses to the masses, and own my own masters Than to be a slave to you masters Half of these rappers liars, their pants are on fire They suck like pacifiers, I'm a make em all retire I'm just try'na be me, while everybody's try'na act hard And if you don't understand, let me say it in patois Mi nuh sellout for mi people dem Mi nuh wan sell mi soul to be deceitful and Mia chat di chuut, mi nogga tell nuh lie Mi radda be free like an eagle inna duh sky Zeen? Mi nuh sellout for mi people dem Mi nuh wan sell mi soul to be deceitful and Mia chat di chuut, mi nogga tell nuh lie Mi radda be free like an eagle inna duh sky Zeen? I don't wanna be another slave to this rap game Promoting negativity just to stack change The stuff I hear on the radio is so wack mane Bunch of clones copy off each other just to act sane Same ones that do it for the money and the fame Not caring about the art, you dummy I'm ashamed They throwing up devil signs in there videos and photos I see the signs but some don't know though it's promo I rather talk about something spiritual and positive But you rather let me talk about the opposite Hip hop used to be about positive empowerment Until y'all took over and changed the requirements I'll admit it sometimes I hear these songs daily But you will never see me pop a pill or go crazy I'm try'na be me while everybody's try'na act hard And if you don't understand let me say it in patois Mi nuh sellout for mi people dem Mi nuh wan sell mi soul to be deceitful and Mia chat di chuut, mi nogga tell nuh lie Mi radda be free like an eagle inna duh sky Zeen? Mi nuh sellout for mi people dem Mi nuh wan sell mi soul to be deceitful and Mia chat di chuut, mi nogga tell nuh lie Mi radda be free like an eagle inna duh sky Zeen? The game is full of fake friends, all they do is pray-tend Dudes might be plotting on me, I gotta escape when I talk like this Before I end up like Pac, Pimp C, Prodigy, Prince, as well as Michael Jackson Put me in a prison cell, set me up like Tory Lanez Claiming that he shot Meg, y'all know the story mane Member when Tory was gonna expose Interscope but nothing happened? So I'm a do it for him with no capping You labels wanna change the way I act Wanna put me in a dress Wanna see me rock a purse I been knowing that You wanna see me as another N word Which is so absurd by you racists that controlling rap I rather sign to myself and I don't need no help from you're industry company I ain't going back Keeping it real is what I provide so I ain't never had to fake it to make it so I'm keeping my soul attached Mi nuh sellout for mi people dem Mi nuh wan sell mi soul to be deceitful and Mia chat di chuut, mi nogga tell nuh lie Mi radda be free like an eagle inna duh sky Zeen? Mi nuh sellout for mi people dem Mi nuh wan sell mi soul to be deceitful and Mia chat di chuut, mi nogga tell nuh lie Mi radda be free like an eagle inna duh sky Zeen? F the industry Be independent homie Killuminati till I die, tricks! Oh yeah by the way I'm not defending these entertainers who do bad things that's their business And you should mind your own I'm just saying

I need some help Cause I can't do this by myself I thought I had it all figured out I need someone to help me out I need some help Cause I can't do this on my own I'm lost and don't know where to go I need someone to depend on Look... What'chu know about taking your dreams real serious To end up being unfocused with lack of experience I'm good at taking notes and solving problems well But when I get stuck on a solution I stop for help I used to think being independent was easy However I felt like the bosses didn't believe me Got the nerve to say I don't fit in the path I'm pursuing Got me questioning myself like man, what am I doing? Without them, I would continue to make the same mistakes In the workforce and eventually get misplaced Talking down like I'm stupid is so unprofessional I hate it here but money making is my setting goal Wish I could reverse this cause I feel worthless The only excuse that I can make is I'm not perfect Too many things on my mind occupied while I made some tasks I should of opened up more but I was too afraid to ask I need some help Cause I can't do this by myself I thought I had it all figured out I need someone to help me out I need some help Cause I can't do this on my own I'm lost and don't know where to go I need someone to depend on I need some help Cause I can't do this by myself I thought I had it all figured out I need someone to help me out I need some help Cause I can't do this on my own I'm lost and don't know where to go I need someone to depend on Got a lot of questions, not too many answers I don't understand so I'm raising my hand up Up in the class in a respectable manner No one can hear me so I'm a have to stand up No comedian, disobedient I need a rebel team of Black Panthers Convenience, solving medians Try'na find the cure like cancer Sometimes I wish I need a role model To motivate me to go harder Try'na figure out random pronounceable ingredients on a back of a coke bottle I'm lost and can't find directions When can I drive through the 4 way intersection? Somebody give me some learning lessons I need help, are you paying attention? Try'na find new topics when I'm writing Dedicating to a shorty that I'm liking Everyday it really gets me exciting Avoiding the errors of a typewriting I need a good singer for a feature A follower to follow the right leader Spread the - word of gospel like a preacher I wanna play coach get me out the bleachers I wanna start my own business Providing the tools and equipments I need assistance, full of commitment I'm in it to win it so just listen Can you help me lift a lot of pounds Don't leave me stranded here on the ground Scared to break a bone I hate that sound I'm so lost and I need to be found I need some help Cause I can't do this by myself I thought I had it all figured out I need someone to help me out I need some help Cause I can't do this on my own I'm lost and don't know where to go I need someone to depend on I need some help Cause I can't do this by myself I thought I had it all figured out I need someone to help me out I need some help Cause I can't do this on my own I'm lost and don't know where to go I need someone to depend on

All it takes is one good glance for me to notice you From your head to your toes is what I'm focused boo Everything about you is real girl you know it's true Center of attention, dressing for a photoshoot I'm a director try'na shoot my shot Pursue my interest in you, because you so hot Like the hot summer sun beaming on your skin glowing Skin showing on your ripped jeans plus the wind blowing through your hair I been knowing you looking the best tho Thought you be the type to decline me like a Presto Card So I had to tap you on the shoulda Had to alert'cha, cause I wanna get to know ya So come on ova or you can come closa Let me smell that wonderful scent of your aroma I can tell that your into tall dark and handsome fellas But pay attention there's something I wanna tell ya I know you here this all the time But shorty you a dime I like the way you shine I wanna make you mine I can tell by the signs Forget the pick up lines How bout we wine and dine Hit me up if that's fine with you Then it's fine with me If it's fine with you, then it's fine with me Hit me up if that's fine with you Then it's fine with me If it's fine with you, then it's fine with me If it's fine with you, then it's fine with me Grab my hand while you spend some time with me Cause baby you and me we so special I was thinking we should take this to the next level Upgrade our friendship status to relationship We known each other for awhile and we're made for this I can treat you good, buying you amazing gifts Everything is on me, and we be taking trips Around the city so pretty like the girl you are Don't ever let them dim your shine, cause girl you a star Conversations, I love hearing the voice by the way you talk I love to see that thang jiggle by the way you walk Push up behind me when we slow dance You turn around and stare me down with that slow glance in your eyes Develop romance, together we hold hands You wanna plan another date, we can go again I know you here this all the time But shorty you a dime I like the way you shine I wanna make you mine I can tell by the signs Forget the pick up lines How bout we wine and dine Hit me up if that's fine with you Then it's fine with me If it's fine with you, then it's fine with me Hit me up if that's fine with you Then it's fine with me If it's fine with you, then it's fine with me If it's fine with you, then it's fine with me Come to my place while you spend some time with me I don't wanna be alone tonight I need some company Cause all I wanna see is you right in front of me If you feeling cold, I can make you warm Cuddle around you body, on a day of a storm Don't be scared, I got'chu right by my side You're all that I think about inside my mind Listen, whenever you're feeling down I can lift you up Whenever you're feeling broken I can build you up Whenever you need saving I will be around Your my queen I'm your king, we just need a crown And to think it all started when I said hey boo We stay winning, the haters jealous cause they lose I gotta praise you, thank the parents who made you Beautiful girl whose so real and stays true

I shouldn't of said that I loved you Or when I say it at the right time or the place To express how I really feel about you Just to see that beautiful smile on your face I was too young to know the true meaning of love I still remember the first time we kissed Back in '09 at Woolner Park I was thinking of this indescribable feeling I've reminisced I shouldn't of said that I loved you Because you never told me that you loved me back I wonder why you made me feel so sad and blue When you was online verbally starting to attack me You said you don't know nothing about love You claim to know about me but you're confused see There's no chemistry between us and we only met once See guys like you use the word love to loosely Love is a strong positive emotion of regard and affection that develops after a period of time It all makes sense now and I should have known this If I waited to say those three words you would of been mine I shouldn't of said that I loved you I should of took my time and try to take it slow I'm not a player desire to smash and dash Just want a long term commitment you know Then you apologize for try'na lead me on You said the kiss at the park it was nothing new To me it was something special and that was wrong How you couldn't admit you're feelings but I knew How could you lie to me and play me for a joke We book a developed intimacy And then you slap me with the infamous quote It's not you it's me Just say the opposite too make me feel bad You refused but suggest that we stay as friends You're not ready for a relationship and I'm fine with that I'll promise I'll never hurt you like that again You also told me go out mingle have fun One day you'll make any girl happy cause lately Too be honest I realize I'm not the one And that's when I knew that you are crazy I shouldn't said that I loved you Cause you have issues of love you need to work on Your type of love is complicated and confused You broke my heart but healed fast when I moved on You've done the same as we exchange our seperate ways Continuing our friendship bond we carried Years went by and things started to change Congratulation I heard you got married with a baby But you still taught me how to love The first girl and thank you for being a friend Without you I would have really messed up On new relationships with girls of my interest I used to suck at love and I know I ain't perfect I used to be less assertive and mostly shy Nowadays it's hard to find someone whose worth it But who can deny this tall dark and handsome guy Eventually I find ways to make relationships everlast Showing trust and honesty best believe it I never dwell on the past that you and me used to have And when I tell someone I love them I mean it I should of meant it when I said it to you Now that you have a new life it is a blessing I know what we had is over and through Once again I thank you for teaching me this lesson On love

Wake up in the morning on a brand new day A man today with plans to make TTC rush hour got me stuck like a sand to grey Head to work on the grind to expand new wage An open field with a house and some cars might take a couple years Just so I could make my fam proud, shedding couple tears I'm still working hard for it But my depression gets in the way I swear I'm bout to lose it up in here Got my family paranoid it's kinda scary If I act up they say I'll end up in jail or get buried I hate it when they talk like that, I'm only human The only time I express my anger is through my music Thinking about quitting because I ain't having luck with it Fans tell me don't give up so guess I'm stuck with it Every time I rap they reciting my songs Everybody loves Yungstar, but what about Shaun? When I get back home I'm back to being all alone No one checks up for me or hit me up on the phone That's why I ain't got no friends, just activists Acquaintances, associates, advisors and advocates Starting from the bottom still struggling to the top Keep going for my close ones that I lost I can't stop I could've been homeless or slanging dope but I'm not Into that lifestyle so I'm thankful for what I got This is my everyday living Hustle to survive try'na get it All I wanna do is keep winning Trying my best not to give it up Deal with situations got me tripping It's hard to maintain my fulfilling It's a crazy world that I'm living This is my everyday living It's hard to stay positive with this negative mind guess I'll watch some comedy shows and funny memes to hide stress Watching the latest news, it's hard to digest Police brutality on the rise, thinking if I'm next? While they killing us we still killing each other Wanna uplift my people but we ain't feeling each other Misogynistic colorist boys hating our queens And misandristic feminist girls hating our kings Y'all cancel each other like these celebrities atrocities Racist mockeries then they come out with an apology It's an hypocrisy Cause y'all tweet bad things and do bad things too, and that's the sad thing There's so much problems going on in this annoying world Mass shootings, maladies, and missing boys and girls Or how this wicked system that we living is controllable Invading our privacy through technology it's horrible Can we sit down and have these real conversations? Working out our situations instead of just complaining? I stand for myself but deep down I know I'm hated You can't judge the drawings of the art that I created I took a shot of pride which was too hard to swallow I'm tryna be a leader while the rest will follow Turn off my phone too much drama, pain and sorrow And pray to God to let me see another tomorrow This is my everyday living Hustle to survive try'na get it All I wanna do is keep winning Trying my best not to give it up Deal with situations got me tripping It's hard to maintain my fulfilling It's a crazy world that I'm living This is my everyday living

Hi, how you doin, welcome to the first session Of anger management, as I'll be teaching you some lessons On coping with your anger and what's really got you stressing And how we can change it into some positive expressions Thanks for having me but this isn't about me myself And I have a best friend, you see he needs some help He has anger issues and problems with his pain as well See lately he's been going through it since the age of 12 He's not here so I'll express his problems for him So get your pen and paper out cause I'm about to go in Ok let's start it off as a child Can you describe his life, his feelings, and things that made him smile He was a normal kid who loved his family heavy Always supported his dreams, although he had plenty His father was in and out of his life until his 20s Started another family making him feel empty I'm sorry, is there anything else you wanted to share Man he hated school and wishes he was outta there Some days he get teased on, bullied in classes Whenever they did that he would fully start spazzing at them Begging to stop, but they just kept going Making faces, imitate his anger, it's hard to ignore them What are the things that makes this kid so mad for When he gets yelled at, disciplined in a bad tone Throwing foul language and being disrespectful If you ever mess with him, you best to get checked bro Woah, that sounds like a threat What you think he's dangerous, I'm trying my best to be explaining this I understand but he should be careful how he acts He could get in trouble especially because he's Black Yeah you're right When he gets mad, what are his reactions He would go to a quiet place and start spazzing He would shout so loud until his lungs get sore He would stomp so loud you hear a thunder roar He would slap and punch the walls till his fist get sore He would do all these things till he's not pissed no more What if a person walks in seeing him act this way He tells me some people hear him and it's sad to say They ask him if he's fine but he's really not fine He would spaz out at the wrong place at the wrong time Where are these places Basically workplaces They treated him unfairly, plus he really hate it You have any suggestions on controlling his behavior Yes, and if he acts up his life will be in danger Can you imagine if an officer pulls him over Not because he was speeding or drinking while being sober If he's starts resisting he'll be dead or in jail His family will just give up on him, they said it foreal Has this boy ever had problems with the police I don't wanna talk about it Sir I need to know please You with the Feds too No I'm just a therapist I'm writing down some notes and just to be clear of this I know you got some personal stuff you refuse to share I promise I won't tell anybody I swear I don't trust a lot of people Alright that's fine It seems like you and him been friends for quite some time Foreal How does his anger affect the people around him His fam always tells him to control his surroundings And also, I feel your pain Hey, why you interrupting me I'm sorry, I thought you were finished with your discussion see Nah, see I don't need to be mean but that was kinda rude K then well let's switch to another topic Cool Does this boy suffer from anxiety and depression I mean don't we all Hmm, next question ...Sir, are you crying I'm not crying okay, my eyes are just drying I got some tissues I don't need that stuff I'm a grown man and I am supposed to act tough Sir, calm down Calm down, what's the matter with you I'm trying to help you please I'm not mad at you Just take a deep breath Hah-woo, there I did it I'm out of here, Wait come back were not finished Well I am, No You're interrupting me again When I'm try'na to tell a story about my best friend I wanna get to know him more about him, please sit down I don't want to Why Cause I just wanna get out I just wanna scream and shout up in the hallways I'm sick and tired of you asking me questions all day I'm sick and tired of you, and I'm gonna say it loudly Cause you're not listening when I'm talking about me! Oh... Wait a minute... So all this time you were talking about yourself Yeah, I mean, well... Look I didn't want to admit that I have an anger problem Wow, you just made this intervention much easier See it's okay to feel this way, and I agree with ya I understand it's tough with what you're going through Because of your anger, people will notice you Being angry is normal and you can control it Distract yourself with family and friends that are important Meditate, relax and exercise Think positive, use humor to expend the time Just remember that no matter what you're going through you're not alone Cause everybody got a struggle of they own I'm glad you got everything off your chest foreal now I just got one question, how do you feel now?

Hey I feel alright Everyday and night Gotta get it right Throughout my life I dealt with facing overcoming roadblocks and obstacles It's impossible you can see within my opticals I am responsible for boosting up my optimal Performance keep scoring cause losing is not optional Even if I was doubted I still work consistency Negative vibes, I keep away from a distance please Can't sit around and procrastinate to pass the time I X out the haters and I won't even ask them Y Leave the past behind I won't let it affect me now When times was rough I ask God to bless this child I stay solid as a rock in a shell Nobody ever put me on so I put on for myself, yeah This here's a motivation, within the goals I'm chasing They say my time is coming, and you should know I'm patient The boy is so amazing, peep with the notes I'm taking I'm shooting for the stars, that's where I go and aim it I'm still living still growing to be bigger I gotta keep going keep flowing like the river So breezy like the winds that be blowing in the winter Ain't never gonna lose cause I know that I'm a winner I'm still living still growing to be bigger I gotta keep going keep flowing like the river So breezy like the winds that be blowing in the winter Ain't never gonna lose cause I know that I'm a winner I don't see no competition, my intuition is winning More respect and more recognition is what I'm wishing I get turned up in clubs but get turned down with frowns When I got rejected by past music submissions Continuously I keep going, no excuses I put in work overtime just to show improvement Doubt me fine, hey I must be doing something right? Embracing my flaws it makes me who I am right? If at first I don't succeed get up and try again Keeping things attached like the strings of a violin And I been down before too I ain't complaining I get up and bounce back, you know what I'm saying Until then, I'm a keep on striving for greatness As an up and coming artist, designing to paint this Picture that I envision, so fine I create this Repeat after me if you can try to relate this I'm still living still growing to be bigger I gotta keep going keep flowing like the river So breezy like the winds that be blowing in the winter Ain't never gonna lose cause I know that I'm a winner I'm still living still growing to be bigger I gotta keep going keep flowing like the river So breezy like the winds that be blowing in the winter Ain't never gonna lose cause I know that I'm a winner I'm a winner Like I was racing to the finish line As my body slashes through the ribbon line Like I had just won the lottery Giving back to my people escaping poverty Like my name was announced receiving this award Like I avoided a dangerous collision course Like I scored an A plus on thee assignment Keeping it 100 percent is my requirement Like I scored a touchdown in the end zone Cause I just escaped from the friend zone Like I swang the puck inside the goalie Like I held up the shiny golden trophy Shoutout Toronto Raptors, we waited so long To become championships, we did it so strong Haters hate, lovers love, life goes on Still spreading good vibes in my own songs I'm still living still growing to be bigger I gotta keep going keep flowing like the river So breezy like the winds that be blowing in the winter Ain't never gonna lose cause I know that I'm a winner I'm still living still growing to be bigger I gotta keep going keep flowing like the river So breezy like the winds that be blowing in the winter Ain't never gonna lose cause I know that I'm a winner